tears

I escape into other worlds other reallitys and in everyone off my fantasi rea0litys im wanted and loved, loved cuse im me and not what you want me to be. Im leaving in an airplane dont know when i´ll be back again. New day, new beginings, a chance to do it all over but this thime make sure to do it right, life is just passing me by me dreams they scream they want to be made real. Whis i was real. What do you see when u look at me? what do you hear when the words leave´s my mouth? what am i to you? Im not an addict or well im a reccoverd user andd been clean for so many years that was a part off my youth, me grrowing up, me doing anything to get a friend. I wish you more and i miss you but all the things i want to say are not ok to ask. "A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb But all the drugs in this world wont save her from herself" When i have moved im finally gonna buy my kitten its disgusting that people think i cant or shouldent take care off animals, im a responsibell adult and any off my former pets have never sufferd a day in thair life with me,

Darling Benzo i miss you so, thank you for being you. i will always love you.