Sat at the bank today staring at nothing trying not to think about if its true , the things they say,"the stripes will never go out from the tiger" or "once a cheater always cheater" And i was not quite sober, and i thougt to myself "oh im the only pillpopping, alcoholic drugadicct" (yeah sure feelt like i looked exactly like that) in the bank but then in walks this woman and she were so high i couldent belive it, eyes popping out, sitting and chew gum superfast and move in her seat all the time, she was so speeded that i acctually feelt normal not at all botherd about me not being sober, i just had to get a paper to send to FK,and told them my visa card is fucking up alot cuse its so worn down heh.
Now i cant seem to get rid of the thoughts and memories that haunts me, but its all my fault and i will have to live with that untill i dont live anymore.
Desteny is something noone can control but what the fuck, serioulsy are you kidding me how did i become this stupid,?
mommy is not here right now and i dont know why, fear how i feel inside.
Ohoh im So excited and happy im talking to kat again, remember how she always used to make me laugh over the phone, miss her.
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