Emelie <3

The days goes by as nothing has changed
i want to scream to the world
stop moving, cuse its not fair.

And i cant imagen
i´ll never hear your laughter again.
You have been by my side forever,
and you were supposed to stay by my side
for a lifetime
we grew up hand in hand and
we were supposed to grow old hand in hand,

Its so mutch you never got to see, and i cant stop wondering,
did you understand how mutch i love you,
did you understand what you meant to me?

Im sorry for not letting you stay,
im sorry for not being there,
im sorry for making you cry
i let you down and im so sorry.

Nothing feels right,
little sister
a pice of me died with you,
you are a part of me.

i live with every memory in my heart,
wrap them in cotton so they are safe.

Emelie,
Im lost without you,
cant find my way.
Why did you die, leaving me?
And i cant stop the tears from burn on my skin, and
i want to scream cuse it hurts,
it hurts so bad.

You never got to be young and free,
i know about the things that always worried you,
and i know you so often went to bed hungry
Why dident i take care of you like a good big sister would do,
and i know that you think i toke care of you,
but i could done so mutch more, im sorry.

Emelie
i want to make you proud
your an angel now
but i need you here with me,
No one can see the pain and sorrow that´s eating me from inside.
its a burden i have to carry alone
Please come and lay down with me,
remember how we galloped throu the woods and over fields?
Nothing in the world ,
just you and me and the horses
we were free.

You loved me, and i let you down,
forgive me little sister for all the things i dident see.
I love you for eternity
and when we are together again
i will stop bleed.

i love you

i love you forever and ever.